Thursday, November 12, 2009

To take my mind off things

Ready to spill your guts?
Sure am

Two facts about the last person to text you?
He's my dad and the most amazing dad in the world

Where are you?
My Basement

What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
Umm, I don't remember?

Are you in a good mood?
Not Overly

Do you believe in true love?
I think so...

Do you like to wear sweatpants?
Love them

Are you wearing them right now?
I am!

Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
No. Never.

Did you speak to your mother today?
I did

Have you lost friends in the past year?
Unfortunately

If you could change your eye color, what would it be?
Bright Blue

How is your hair?
Blah

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Lust maybe

What do you usually do first in the morning?
Groan

What do you think about the weather?
It's WAY too cold

Are you ticklish?
Extremely

What is your natural hair color?
Brown.

What's your favorite smell?
Vanilla

What are you thinking about right now?
Trust me, you do NOT want to know...

When was the last time you really smiled?
Last Night

Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
That was a little difficult last night....umm, awkward much?

Whose car were you in last?
Mine!

How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
Nothing!

Do you currently have a hickey?
Never had one

What jewelry are you wearing?
Nothing

Are you a heavy sleeper?
Not really

Where does most of your family live?
Calgary

Have you ever slapped someone?
I sure have

How many people do you trust with everything?
Like 2, if that

What's so special about what your wearing?
They're comfy

Ever feel like your not good enough?
All the time

What was the last thing you drank?
Fruit Punch

Who is the last person you got in a yelling fight with?
Can you yell in text form?

Anything you would change about your life right now?
If you only knew.

What did you do today and what are you doing later?
Took Mark home, later, possibly Red Deer?

Do you think two people can last forever?
I don't know anymore, I'd like to say yes

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
Don't think so

Does the person you like know you like him/her?
Oh probably.

In the past week, have you laughed hysterically in front of someone?
Oh yeah.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
Yep, I want them back.

What do you do when you're having a bad day?
I want to beat things up.

When you're sick or sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone?
Alone. Always alone.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now?
Soccer

Do you get jealous easily?
Yep

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
Always

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Actually, yes. But it's not who you think.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Not even close

Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger?
Yep

When was the last time you saw the second person on your top friends ?
What?

Is there something you're looking forward to this month?
Making money, Alix's birthday

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
Definitely

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
Far away from everything.

Where is your phone?
Charging

Is there something from your past that you really hate talking about?
Oh yes.

Name one thing you love about winter:
Snowboarding

Are you available?
As always

Will this weekend be a good one?
Who knows anymore

If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
Can you say self esteem boost?

If you could be with anyone right now, who would it be?
I could really use talking to Brian right now

How important is a sense of humor in a significant other?
Very important.

What's your home screen image on your phone?
Me and Katie

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
Closed

Think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
Highly unlikely.

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
Who knows...

Are you okay with the life you live?
I am

How often do you curl or straighten your hair?
Everyday pretty much

Your best friend commits suicide, what do you do?
I don't even know.

Miss someone?
Yes =[

What is more important in a relationship, happiness or trust?
With trust comes happiness

Did the one person who hurt you the most apologize?
No

Do you think that you have made a difference in someones life?
I would hope so

Who can make you feel better in a difficult situation?
Generally I try and keep things to myself.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
I would like to say yes....

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Haha, with the big things

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Now where are the rules for this one? Blah....

Sunday, October 18, 2009

These keep me entertained

a b o u t y o u ;
• whats your full name --> Melissa Nicole Vanderkuil
• when was your birth date --> January 14, 1991
• how old are you --> 18
• what's your gender --> Female
• what's your occupation --> Blockbuster =[
• how tall are you --> 5' 5.5"
• where were you born --> Calgary, AB
• what's your sexual orientation --> Straight
• what are your nicknames --> Mel, Flaps
• what's your religion --> Not real sure

y o u r a p p e a r a n c e ;
• what color are your eyes --> Blue/Green
• what color is your hair --> Brown
• what do you like best about your body --> My eyes
• what do you dislike about your body --> My stomach
• do you have braces, glasses or contacts --> Nope!
• what kind of hair style do you have --> Straight
• do you have a nice smile --> I like to think so
• do you have freckles --> A few, but not many
• do you have dimples --> Apparently I do
• do you find yourself hot –-> Not really

y o u r s e n s e o f f a s h i o n ;
• what's your favorite clothing that you have --> My hoodies
• what kind of brand do you have --> More skate brands
• what type of shoes do you like to wear --> Skate shoes
• when you see a shirt you like, do you buy more of the same colour --> Not generally
• which shop do you shop at a lot --> I haven't bought clothes in so long!
• why do you wear the clothes you do --> Because I would prefer not to walk around naked...
• do you wear clothes to show off your best body part --> Sometimes
• what type of clothing do you wear - Jeans, hoodies, shirts

l o v e a n d i t s g o o d t h i n g s / r e l a t i o n s h i p s ;
• what do you look for in a relationship --> Trust, Loyalty, sense of humor
• do you have the pants in your relationship --> Umm, Its about even generally
• do you like to show pda --> I don't really
• longest relationship --> Just under 3 months
• shortest relationship --> Couple days
• do you truly love anyone --> Not beyond my family and friends
• how many relationships have you had --> 4

l o v e a n d i t s b e l i e f s ;
• love at first sight --> Lust maybe
• loving someone forever --> I do
• soul mates --> I'm not sure
• open relationships --> Nope
• online relationships --> I don't
• long distance relationships --> They can work
• being faithful eternally? --> Yes
• cheating --> Never

f r i e n d s h i p s ;
• best guy friend --> Graham, Brian, Mike
• did you lose any friends --> I sure have
• where do you meet most of your friends --> School, work, parties
• would you die for your best friend --> Yes
• do you know your true friends --> Oh yeah, they've been showed to me many times

y o u r b e l i e f s ;
• god --> In a way
• sex before marriage --> I see no problem with it what so ever
• gay / bi / lesbians --> Yep!
• satan --> I don't believe in an all evil being
• heaven --> No
• hell --> No
• soulmates --> I'm not sure
• global warming --> Yes
• abortion --> I'm pro-choice

y o u r l a s t s ;
• person you kissed --> Hahah
• person you talked to --> My family
• person you hugged --> My dad
• person you called --> Wally
• person to call you --> Jacky
• person you made out with --> Hahaha....
• thing to get you horny --> No comment :P
• thing to make you laugh --> Taking down the trampoline
• person to tell you I love you --> My mom
• person you told I love you to --> My mom

y e s t e r d a y ;
• what did you do --> Went to my sisters basketball game, went to the football game, watched TV
• did you enjoy yesterday --> I did
• what did you eat --> Sandwich, popcorn, other food?
• who did you spend the most of your time with --> my dad
• what did you wear --> Jeans, stamps shirt, black hoodie

t o d a y ;
• what did you do --> Went to my dads hockey game, took down the trampoline so far
• did you kiss anyone today --> Nope
• what are you wearing --> Jeans, 3OH!3 shirt, hoodie
• did you enjoy today --> it was alright, Friday was much better
• what time are you going to sleep --> Who knows

t o m m o r o w ;
• what are your plans --> Pack, Laundry?
• what will you wear --> I have no idea
• will you enjoy tomorrow --> Maybe
• will you be out of the house --> Probably not
• are you going to sleep in --> oh yeah

y o u r w h o s ' ;
• who do you truly love --> My family and my friends
• who do you truly hate --> I don't hate
• who can you tell everything to --> Katie, Graham and Mike
• who can you tell almost everything to --> Anyone who asks?
• who do you miss right now --> People
• who do you want to talk to right now --> Anyone from the car friday night?
• who do you need --> People who care

h a d y o u e v e r ;
• sang in front of a crowd --> Nope!
• failed a test --> Unfortunately
• cried yourself to sleep --> Oh yeah
• committed suicide --> umm...no, I'm still alive
• drank --> Never.....:P
• done drugs --> Some would consider alcohol a drug lol, so in that case yes
• ran around naked --> Nope!

1 - Spell your name without vowels --> Mlss
2 - Are you single? --> I sure am
3 - Whats your favorite number? --> 14
4 - What are you listening to? --> The Tv
5 - Are you happy with your life right now? --> I actually am =]
6 - What is your favorite class in school? --> Tech
7 - Are you outgoing? --> I can be
8 - One word to describe you? --> Random
9 - Where do you wish you were right now? --> Somewhere hot!!
10 - What should you be doing right now? --> Packing? Laundry?

HONEST SECTION
Honestly, what's on your mind? --> The up coming week
Honestly, have you done something bad today? --> I don't think so...
Honestly, do you watch disney channel? --> Haha, I'm watching it right now
Honestly, what are you doing right now? --> Clearly this thing
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? --> Wally
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? --> Maybe a little
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? --> Not being understood
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? --> Oh yes
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? --> Nothing major
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like? --> Umm, not really
Honestly, are you in denial? --> Possibly?

ANGER SECTION
What do you do when you're mad? --> Write
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? --> I don't really remember...
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? --> Probably

CRYING SECTION
Ever really cried your heart out? --> Definitely
Ever cried yourself to sleep? --> Oh yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? --> Sure have
Ever cried over the opposite sex? --> Yes
Ever cried over the same sex? --> Yep
Do you cry when you get an injury? --> Some times
Do certain songs make you cry? --> A few
Do certain movies make you cry? --> Yep
When was the last time you cried? --> I don't remember

HATE SECTION
Do you actually hate anyone? --> Nope
Have you ever been on a hit list? --> I don't know

SELF ESTEEM SECTION
Is your self-esteem extremely low? --> A little
Are you good looking? --> I'm not bad looking I guess
Do you wish you could be someone else? --> Some days

LOOK AT ME
What is your current hair color? --> Redish brown
Current piercings? --> 0
Have any tattoos? --> One on my back that I love
Straight hair or curly? --> Straight

THE HAVES
Have you ever been on a plane? --> Sure have, and back on one on Tuesday
Have you ever been asked out by someone? --> I have
Have you ever been to the ocean? --> Yeah =]
Have you ever painted your nails? --> Yeah

THE LASTS
Last person you hung out with? --> Other than my family, Mike, Mark, Ian, Dannie, Katie, and other people from the party
Last thing someone said to you? --> I don't remember...
Last time you slept in all morning? --> Wednesday?
Last thing you said out loud? --> ???

Where 1 and 2 went is beyond me...
3. I've come to realize that, if I love someone (not family): - I need to say something.
4. I've come to realize that I need: - To live my life for me and do what makes me happy.
5. I've come to realize that I've lost: - People who don't care.
6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: - People bitch and complain to me all the time.
7. I've come to realize that when I'm drunk: - I'm very open and willing :P
8. I've come to realize that money: - Is an essential
9. I've come to realize that: - Life is going to improved
10. I've come to realize that I'll always: - Love my friends and family
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: - A certain someone... maybe
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: - A lot longer ago than I thought
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone is: - In need of a name
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: - I don't wake up really.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I: - I think.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: - Nothing important
19. I've come to realize that today: - Was low-key
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: - Sleep!
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: - Be bored yet again
22. I've come to realize that I really want to: - Be happy, and own a theatre
24. I've come to realize relationships: - Aren't necessary but extremely nice.
25. I've come to realize love: - Is complicated but totally worth it
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s): - Are some of the most amazing people I've ever met.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s): - Are few, but the ones who are there actually care
Where is 28?
29. I've come to realize, when I'm bored: - I spend a lot of time doing useless things
30. I've come to realize boys are: - Confusing, but make great friends
31: I've come to realize over the summer: - I'm going to be working =[
32. I've come to realize heartbreak: - Is something we all go through
33. I've come to realize that my friends: - Are the greatest things I have

FRIENDS
If you could pick anyone, who calms you down the most? Recently Mike and Katie
Who's the most honest about things in your life? Graham and Mike
Who do you fight with the most? - There's a few people
Who's heard you laugh the most? - I laugh all the time

LIFE
Has anyone ever asked you to marry them? Nope lol
Who do you hope stays in your life? Anyone who cares
What do you want to be when you grow up? Stage Manager in my theatre
College? Mount Royal next year =]
Do you love anybody? Sure do!

Monday, May 4, 2009

Hehe

I giggle every time I read this:

"And she's like drop dead gorgeous and apparently super nice and I kind of want to slap her....lol"

Bahaha, makes my day!

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Sunday, May 3, 2009

Everyday

I wish every day could be like yesterday.
You said it, "It was the best day in months"
=]
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Simple Things

It's the simple things in life that make it so wonderful!

Kiss from my dogs
Watching a hockey game with my dad/friends
Listening to music
Eating fortune cookies
Smiling
Laughing
Meeting new people
Eating chocolate
Talking to my best friend
Sharing secrets
Having Starbucks
Love
Being goofy
Texting
Random phone calls
*poke*
Tech
That secret smile
Dollar Stores
Random Adventures

These things make me happy
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Saturday, April 4, 2009

So Good =]

This Weekend. Amazing. I don't even have words.

I really could not tell you what it is, but it's been great! Friday began with Dress Day. Holy, laughs all around. Then we're just going to film such a good walk to Cheesecake. Then a great lunch with an amazing friend. Sat there and talked for literally 2 hours, about everything and anything. Nothing is ever off limits. Seriously, you're the only person who really knows what I'm thinking. Hence why no words will ever describe. Work. Work was fun for once! YES MEN! Oh man, Zach, Marshal, Drew and me. Greatest shift ever. Sleep. More Work. Nice short shift (well not really, 8 hours, but sure seemed like less). No grumpy or angry customers. Good Friends. More Yes Men. Dinner with my family. Many laughs. Just me, my dad, my step mom, and my sister. Delicious dinner. Movie with 2 more amazing friends. Hilarious movie, I Love You, Man. Loved it! Denny's! Milkshakes and Banana Splits. Along with car accident stories and good times. Brian's house. Magnetic darts and tiny hockey sticks. Party talk. Can't wait. Hot tubs. 18th's. Great times to come! Sleep. Tomorrow. Oil change. Hockey game. Round 2, Game 2. Hitmen will take it. With my dad and only my dad. So fun. Go see Strong, Amazing girl. Have laughs, pizza and talk. Will be so much fun.

Ah, if only every weekend could be like this =]

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