I Love You

I just wanted to say to all my friends that I love you guys with all my heart!!
Thanks for always being there for me <3

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A Scar Too Deep

Who knew that things that were said, and names I had been called a good 8-10 years ago would come back to hurt me today.

Years ago, I was called fat and ugly for years. That still affects me even today. It left a scar so deep I am not sure it will ever be fully repaired. I still am, and probably always will look and myself and criticize something or another.

I wish this was different, but at this time, I can't control it. I could be told a million times that I'm beautiful, but that only seems to be said when I'm upset, so I am never sure if its true. I am only called beautiful by one person who might actually mean, but even now, that may be a lie.

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Mental Break down

So I HATE this time of the school year. It's like the teachers panic and decide to give you about a million assignments all at the same time. Not to mention everything else still keeps piling up.

So not only do I have those million assignments this week, I still have to work, it's my sisters Birthday, find time to shop for Mother's Day, doing something for work, and try to keep up a relationship. So yeah, I'm just a little stressed.

Then, I realized that even if I don't even show up for my Chem exam, I'll pass with like a 60. But no! My mom had to shoot that down and put more stress on me yet again!!

Not to mention I have to stay at her house for another like week. Stress all in itself.

I just want SOMETHING to go right this week!!

And that was my rant for the night.....

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