Tuesday, March 25, 2008

There's a place in your heart, nobody's been...

Take Me There - Rascal Flatts
There’s a place in your heart, no body's been,
Take me there.
Things nobody knows,
Not even your friends,
Take me there.
Tell me bout your momma, your daddy, your hometown,
Show me around,
I want see it all, don't leave anything out
I want to know, everything about you.
And I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare,
Take me there.
Your first real kiss, your first true love,
You were scared.
Show me where,
You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care.
I want to roll down main street, the back roads,
Like you did when you were a kid
What made you who you are,
Tell me what your story is.
I want to know, everything about you.
And I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare
Take me there.I want to know, everything about you.
Yeah, everything about you baby.
I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of
Your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind
Take me there.
I absolutely LOVE this song!! I saw them last night in concert along with Taylor Swift, and I never really realized how powerful this song is. I mean, think about that one person; don't you want to know everything about them? You want to be able to talk to them about anything. There is a certain trust that you only know you've attained when people tell you something so close to your heart; some place in your heart that no body's ever been.... For me, there is no one who has that trust. I can trust certain people with different things, but I don't think there is one person I can tell EVERYTHING to. I will tell people different things based on past experiences, how I know they will react, and the relativity. There is one or two people I can tell most things to (thanks for that =) and you know who you are), and that alone means the world to me. I can only imagine what it would feel like to know one person knows my whole life story and still accepts me for it. This is what I want.
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P.S. G, Yes, I have been taking your advice and so far nothing has gone wrong. Things are progressing quite nicely, and I will soon be able tell them (I hope). But just so you know, I am working on it =D

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Happy again =D

"Don't remember the last time I was this happy, for this I thank you =)"

And that pretty much sums it up...You have no idea how happy I am when I'm with you. All I have to do is see you to smile. Knowing that I get to see you all the time just makes me happy. I have not felt this joy in months. You really did pull me out of a sadness so great I had never felt anything like it before. You have no idea what it's like to feel this way. I just wish I had the courage to take the next step. Someone please help me. Give me a little nudge and help me up if I fall. Do not let me back down. I need this.....
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Friday, March 14, 2008

Let It Die

Let It Die - Three Days Grace
We had fire in our eyes
In the beginning
I Never felt so alive
In the beginning you
You blame me but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't wanna hear it anymore
I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore
We had time on our side
In the beginning we
We had nothing to hide
In the beginning you
You blame me but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't wanna hear it anymore
I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore
You say that I didn't try
You say that I didn't try
You say that I didn't try
I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
Talk about relevance of a song?? It kind of related to my life right now in a big way! I did not want any of this. I mean, don't get me wrong, I knew it was coming one day...I just didn't think it would have been so sudden and I DID NOT expect all of this drama afterwards!! And now the thing is, is I have waited long enough. I said I would be friends when you were ready, but for whatever reason you don't want to be. Nothing I can do about that, not going to hold it against you, note of that. I know what you are telling people is not true and I know the people who know me will not believe it for a second. Just do not expect me to want to do things for you. This "Long story" about the concert tickets you are telling people, is not long. Okay, ready for this? The story is, We're over, I, being the independent person I am, am going to a concert with my FRIENDS. I do not have to invite you just because I invited mutual friends. Sorry, doesn't work that way. No one ever said you couldn't go buy a ticket yourself. So, in closing, grow up, move on, and stop creating all this drama that is unnecessary!!
On to Happier things, I might be getting a new iPod. For FREE!! Now all I have to do is work really hard and sell many many many rewards at work!! It shouldn't be too hard. Also, I get to go see one of the best bands in April, AVENGED SEVENFOLD!! I'm very excited!! Also, I broke $1000 in my bank account today. Too bad by tomorrow it won't be anymore considering its only by $6. Oh, and Megan and I started a new tradition!! Going to Blockbuster every Tuesday and renting the new movies and creating boxes for everyone!! LOL I will soon be assisting in the lighting and tech for the Musical Theatre 35 shows, which Lauren will be in (CONGRATS!!)
Anyway, I better head off otherise I'm paws-itive it might be cat-istrophic!! Hahaha, Cats. Shakespeare liked cats too, bet you didn't know that....LOL to those who understand!!
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