Halloween...

I guess you could say I have a small obsession with Halloween. I love it! There are parties, dressing up, and all the creepy and weird things that go along with it.



So I had a party on Friday night, and I went to a party on Saturday night. Yes, I like to party. Any who, Friday night was so much fun!! We danced and hung out, and played games, pretty much whatever we wanted. Saturday night was fun too. Because I didn't know many people at Brittany's I got to meet a lot of cool people. I met one guy and he was so nice! We spent a lot of time together and just had lots of fun!
I love to dress up, and I dressed up as a nerd!! Anyway, I just wanted to say how much I loved Halloween, and for more pictures, check out facebook :D
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Stupid Physics!!!

Physics has pretty much ruined my life!! I see it everywhere! I can't even play soccer without thinking about how the foot on the ball is the action and the ball on the foot is the reaction! I wonder if anyone has ever gone crazy because of physics?? That might explain a lot, haha. I miss a life that made sense and I didn't have to worry about stupid physics, and actions and reactions :(
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Masks....

I once read something about how everyone wears a mask and how we can never really be ourselves. This made me think about why. Why can't we let people in and see the real us? Why do we have to be perfect? Why do we have feel like we need to hide constantly because of who we are?

Now ask yourself this, if you weren't perfect would your friends still be there for you? If they are true friends they would regardless of what you wear or what you own. Do you really think that if you weren't good looking everyone would just walk out on you? If you think any of this, maybe its time you find yourself some new friends. Ones that wouldn't walk out on you if something happened.

I have been thinking a lot and even I put on a mask. I guess that's part of the reason I started this blog. I can write anything in here and no one will take it personally and I can just vent and won't have to explain it later. I'm not sure why I have to wear a mask. I'm sure I would still have friends even if I wasn't always happy, or wasn't as pretty or smart.

Another reason I wear a mask is because I have troubles letting people in. Ever since my parents split up, I have only let very few people see the real me, and it seems that every person I let in ends up hurting me anyways, even if its not on purpose. It's going to take a lot to get myself to let people see who I really am, but I'm working on it. So if I hold out to far, give it time, I will let you in. You may have to just let me know, and show me that you won't hurt me. I'm not going to go into how, or who, hurt me, just know that I have had problems in the past that's going to take some time to get over. All I ask is if I let you, don't hurt me. I've been hurt enough.

Why wear a costume when we wear so many masks?

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P.S. This is the real me.....

Aha!

I, Melissa, am a very loud person :D

And this is the theory I have come up with as to why I am so loud:

I play soccer and I play in goal. This position involves much yelling. But I have also been told, that for a goalie, I am very quiet. So basically I am confused as to wether I am loud or quiet. Yes, I know, its all in perspective. And if this theory fails, my mom says I can just blame it on her :P

On another note, I have to say I quite pleased at how this week turned out. I thought it was going to end up horrible after a few events, but it was all good in the end. I have a good mark in Social, soccer was good (we won 3-1 tonight and are now 2-0-0), friends are good, and life in general is good :D

This week is going to be exciting!! The party is in one week, as in seven days. Yea, I've been counting down for weeks now. Also, Nose Hill on Wednesday. I've never been, so I am Very excited for it. You could say more excited than some people :D

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What a Wonderful Song

As the title suggests, I really enjoy a song called Bubbly. The song is by Colbie Caillat and these are the lyrics:

I've been awake for a while now
You make me feel like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'Cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you gowherever you go

I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

Ahh, the feeling of love. Butterflies, weak knees, and the inability to talk.

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Intro

This blog is all about me.

My thoughts, what I'm feeling, interesting things I find, and pretty much whatever I want.

I don't know how many people will read it.

Some things people may find offensive, but don't take anything personal, it's just how I feel that particular time of day.

Hope you enjoy reading it :D