So, I realized its been a while since I have written in here and since I needed a break from social I decided now would be a good time to update it! Well, a lot has happened since the last time I wrote in here, and well quite frankly its been, well......eventful.
So, since last time, I have got myself a boyfriend and have been extremely happy. As much as I know it will suck to hear this for some people, but I think I am finally happy for once. Truly, genuinely happy. He's all I think about, I can't go a day without talking to him, and whenever I'm around him, I can't stop smiling. And this is why this blog is all about him and what I'm feeling.
I wake up every morning and think that it is all a dream. It's still very surreal and I can't seem to believe that someone feels that way about me. I mean, I have liked people, and I know how I feel about him, but for someone to return those feelings is amazing. If there is one set of lyrics that has any possibility of describing how I feel it would be these lines from Hedley's For the nights I can't remember:
"Because if falling for you girl is crazy,
Then I'm going out of my mind"
Well, everything except for the "girl" part obviously. But seriously, I never imagined that things would turn out this way.
It's so weird because I could like lots of guys, and they would never like me back, but as soon as I tell myself that I should probably not worry so much about it and everything will work out in the end, this happens. Now, it may seem like I am going out with him just because he asked me, but truth be told, I have liked him for over a year. I just always thought I didn't have a chance with him, so I distracted myself with other people.
This is one amazing feeling. I would hope that every person gets to experience this feeling at least once in their life time. It really is amazing how one person can make your heart skip so many beats.
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