That's Life

This is what I was afraid of. This is why I was hesitant to say anything. I never want to hurt you like I did last time. Never again.

Things were fine until I said something. But then you said you liked someone else and I was really happy for you. I knew she had to be one amazing girl and I just wanted thing to work out for you. After that I stopped worrying so much about you being upset. I mean you had someone else, right? So I got up to the point where I was so close to asking. That's when I read it and I knew it was bothering you.

Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying this to make you feel bad, I just want you to know where I'm coming from. So I've made a decision. If this really upsets you like I think it does, I won't go through with it. I won't say anything to him because the last thing I want to do is hurt you again.

You are my best friend and I would never do anything to compromise that. SO for now, unless you say that you're going to be okay with it and it won't hurt you, I'll stay quiet. And please don't say something because you feel you have to.

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