Agh

Okay, so I've tried writing this like 3 times now, so let's see if this one makes it. I just want to make it perfectly clear that I am not mad, sad, upset, angry or anything. I just need to vent, again. Hopefully no one takes this personally.

I can't seem to avoid this drama. It doesn't matter where I go anymore. I tried ignoring things and just letting them go, but clearly that didn't work. I pulled myself out of my group of friends, best friends, because of the drama, and that was not the right path to take. I am so lucky that they are willing to take me back with open arms. I really don't know what I was thinking to be honest.

"Mel, your closer to most of our hearts then he is, you never have to feel excluded."

That honestly made my night. This is coming from someone that I haven't really talked to in a while. Sure, I've taken care of him a few times this month, but nothing over the top.

He made my night.

P.S. The hugs help me as well =]

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