Helpless

I'm so sick of feeling helpless! I hate feeling like I can't do anything for myself. I mean I can't even take care of my dog without hurting myself.
I hate not being able to walk through my house without feeling like I will trip over something, or avoiding a way because its too narrow for my crutches. I just want all of this to be over and I want my life to be back to normal. I just want to be able to hang out with people without them worrying about how I'm going to do things. I want to be able to go to the mall for lunch without being exhausted for 2 days. I WANT to be able to clean my room. I'm sick of living in a complete mess and know there's nothing I can do about it because it's incredibly hard to clean it.

I Just want my life back to normal!